Alias...Mina, Claudia,Kamui,Skids, Eiko,Edori,A-chan
Age... 21
Status... searching?
AIM...VprClaudia
Page...
LoveImpact
Reborn Day,Spunky Heart
School... Mt. Holyoke
Zodiac...Aquarius
Blood Type... A
Chinese Zodiac... Dog
Color... Red~! And pink. And rainbows. And sparkliness
Foods... Cake!! ;) Japanese, Creole/Cajun,Cuban,Italian,Vietnamise
Place... Tokyo, New Orleans,Italy,Okinawa
Next I wanna go to... Venice
Authors...Anne Rice, LM Montgomery, Anya Seton
Currently reading... Hana-Kimi
Desparately waiting for the release of... HP and the Order of the Phoenix
Magazine... Popteen,Vivi
Popteen Model... Kayo Maekawa,Aki Hatada,Megu Ishii, (former: Hana-chan)
TV show...Buffy
DoramaSweet Devil, Majo no Joken, GTO, rokuban me no Sayoko
Anime... Furuba,Rose of Versailles, Sailormoon,many others
Currently watching...Full Moon wo sagashite
Manga...Fruits Basket,Hanazakari no kimitachi he, Pafechikku!, Peach Girl,GALS, Rose of Versailles, Angel Sanctuary, Hajike B.B,Kaze to Ki no Uta
Currently reading... Hanazakari no Kimitachi he (hana-kimi)
Band... MAX,globe, Former B.B WAVES,SPEED,EARTH, Tatu
Band Member...Li-chan(MAX),Keiko(globe), Neychin,Takeshi,Hinata,Yumi(Former B.B),Hitoe,Eriko (SPEED)
Singer... Namie Amuro, Nanase Aikawa, Kahala Tomomi,Eriko Imai,AI,
Song... 'Many Precious Moments' globe,'Song for you'Wakane&Maiko,'Make up your mind'EARTH,'Vanilla' Gackt, 'Sophisticated Girl' SPEED, 'A song for XX' 'monochrome'Ayumi Hamasaki
Namie songs... 'I will', 'Be w/z you','Body Feels EXIT','Love 2000','Break the Rules', 'I have never seen'
MAX songs:'NECESSARY','BIBLE XX','Paradise Lost', 'Unforgettable','Give me a Shake', 'Tora Tora Tora','Private Crime'
Currently on repeat... 'all the things she said',Tatu, 'Sing my life', SUITE CHIC
Online Comic... Arcana?
People I respect/People that are cool
Anna Makino
Maiko Takara
Anne Rice
Jimmy Carter
Namie Amuro
Angelina Jolie
Ooh, a harem of men!
Angel Sanctuary...Secchan ;)(And I love Mad Hatter)
CLAMP...Fuuma!!!
Fruits Basket...Momiji, Ayame,Kyou
Gravitation...Shuuichi,Ryuuichi!(K is cool!! 'Na~i desu')
Kenshin...Battosai!! Hiko-sama~~!!
Yami no Matsuei...Hisoka
PEACH GIRL... Kairi
SM...Seiya
Hana-kimiNanba-senpai,Sano
Pafechikku! Daiya
VC... Lestat, Armand!
HP... Draco
And some 3D ones!
Antonio Banderas
Tom Cruise
Takeshi Sorimachi
Ryan Philippe
Kiyotaka
Gackt
Takeshi Makino (nee Kise)
And some cool girls!
Rose of Versailles...Oscar
SM... Minako, Haruka
GALS! Ran Kotobuki
Angel Sanctuary... Mad Hatter
Oh my goddess... Urd
Oh! My wonderful and precious friends!
Subaru
Lucchan
Ka-chan
Lizzie
This morning began with something that made me really happy; Maiko-san replied to my e-mail, something she's never done before, although she's always read them. When I left she told me to write her loads, and so I wrote her an email, and she actually responded. So that made me really happy.
The only thing is, right now that happiness is fading quickly, because well, I'm alone,noone else is up, and I have so much time on my hands right now. And Ive realized too much time is like quicksand right now. I'm sinking in it, suffocating, unable to move forward, unable to do anything. I need to write an e-mail to Hank, to open negotiations about February, but I just can't right now. And my mind is weighed down by little things, silly things, how last night I stayed up to talk to Em after she got off the phone with N, but when she came back somehow she seemed more distant, not joining in in our old conversation as much as before, falling asleep pretty quickly, and once again the old fears come back, that something has changed, that she's changed, that our relationships changed. Which on some level is ridiculous, I mean sisters relationships don't really change, not on the deeper level, but...but there are still things that could change and that scares me with a deep empty kind of pain.
Yesterday Dad made some comment, half-laughing, about how I didn't want to be with my family, about how I didn't want to come home and be with my family. He was just teasing, but it was one of those comments he sometimes makes that just stings, and makes me wonder how he can really be a psychologist, not to realize that it hits a nerve. Because I wanted to lash out at him, to say, 'Don't you understand? That's the only reason I'm here! I came home to be with my family, and my friends! That's the one thing that made me come home!' But I didn't. I just didn't have enough energy.
God I hope the day brings some improvements. Even just some more time with Em, because I need to make sure of where we are now.