Alias...Mina, Claudia,Kamui,Skids, Eiko,Edori,A-chan
Age... 21
Status... searching?
AIM...VprClaudia
Page...
LoveImpact
Reborn Day,Spunky Heart
School... Mt. Holyoke
Zodiac...Aquarius
Blood Type... A
Chinese Zodiac... Dog
Color... Red~! And pink. And rainbows. And sparkliness
Foods... Cake!! ;) Japanese, Creole/Cajun,Cuban,Italian,Vietnamise
Place... Tokyo, New Orleans,Italy,Okinawa
Next I wanna go to... Venice
Authors...Anne Rice, LM Montgomery, Anya Seton
Currently reading... Hana-Kimi
Desparately waiting for the release of... HP and the Order of the Phoenix
Magazine... Popteen,Vivi
Popteen Model... Kayo Maekawa,Aki Hatada,Megu Ishii, (former: Hana-chan)
TV show...Buffy
DoramaSweet Devil, Majo no Joken, GTO, rokuban me no Sayoko
Anime... Furuba,Rose of Versailles, Sailormoon,many others
Currently watching...Full Moon wo sagashite
Manga...Fruits Basket,Hanazakari no kimitachi he, Pafechikku!, Peach Girl,GALS, Rose of Versailles, Angel Sanctuary, Hajike B.B,Kaze to Ki no Uta
Currently reading... Hanazakari no Kimitachi he (hana-kimi)
Band... MAX,globe, Former B.B WAVES,SPEED,EARTH, Tatu
Band Member...Li-chan(MAX),Keiko(globe), Neychin,Takeshi,Hinata,Yumi(Former B.B),Hitoe,Eriko (SPEED)
Singer... Namie Amuro, Nanase Aikawa, Kahala Tomomi,Eriko Imai,AI,
Song... 'Many Precious Moments' globe,'Song for you'Wakane&Maiko,'Make up your mind'EARTH,'Vanilla' Gackt, 'Sophisticated Girl' SPEED, 'A song for XX' 'monochrome'Ayumi Hamasaki
Namie songs... 'I will', 'Be w/z you','Body Feels EXIT','Love 2000','Break the Rules', 'I have never seen'
MAX songs:'NECESSARY','BIBLE XX','Paradise Lost', 'Unforgettable','Give me a Shake', 'Tora Tora Tora','Private Crime'
Currently on repeat... 'all the things she said',Tatu, 'Sing my life', SUITE CHIC
Online Comic... Arcana?
People I respect/People that are cool
Anna Makino
Maiko Takara
Anne Rice
Jimmy Carter
Namie Amuro
Angelina Jolie
Ooh, a harem of men!
Angel Sanctuary...Secchan ;)(And I love Mad Hatter)
CLAMP...Fuuma!!!
Fruits Basket...Momiji, Ayame,Kyou
Gravitation...Shuuichi,Ryuuichi!(K is cool!! 'Na~i desu')
Kenshin...Battosai!! Hiko-sama~~!!
Yami no Matsuei...Hisoka
PEACH GIRL... Kairi
SM...Seiya
Hana-kimiNanba-senpai,Sano
Pafechikku! Daiya
VC... Lestat, Armand!
HP... Draco
And some 3D ones!
Antonio Banderas
Tom Cruise
Takeshi Sorimachi
Ryan Philippe
Kiyotaka
Gackt
Takeshi Makino (nee Kise)
And some cool girls!
Rose of Versailles...Oscar
SM... Minako, Haruka
GALS! Ran Kotobuki
Angel Sanctuary... Mad Hatter
Oh my goddess... Urd
Oh! My wonderful and precious friends!
Subaru
Lucchan
Ka-chan
Lizzie
Thanks to Mel and Hen, i feel a bit less stressed. I love my friends so much. I really really do. I don't know what I would do without all of you.
OH look. I'm writing in my Blog again. Yippee. What does this mean?
RANT.
Damn it all. Yesterday when I priced tickets to VA they were $123. Today they are over $400. Which means that I don't think I can go to VA. I could go by train, but it takes 6 hours, and still costs over $200. This makes me so angry, and frusterated. Because, not only do I really want to see everyone down there, but I promised that I would. I promised, and I really wanted to make it happen. I really want to see everyone. Fuck.
I am so frusterated, and so annoyed that I didn't sit down with San and really plan this out when she came to visit me in Tokyo. As it is I waited until the last minute, and it looks like the trip isn't going to happen now. I am just so bitter. I think a big psart of this is that I just hate not being able to do what I want to do. It sounds simple and selfish when you say it like that, but it's true. I hate trying so hard to do something, and not being able to, no matter what you do. I hate having my plans changed.
And none of this is helping the fact that I am feeling so stressed out suddenly. I just feel like I've been running around all the time, plane rides and then hours of driving everywhere. I've seen Cy and Mirai, which has been great, wonderful, but...other than that...I haven't done anything. I have my friends, my wonderful amazing friends who are just the same as always, but other than that....I really don't like myself here. I don't like how I am. Maybe I haven't changed either, but in the bad sense. The sense of stagnation. Because I feel like I can't do anything here. I'm just stuck here. I'm stuck in my old self. Sitting and rottign and unable to do anything at all, unable to do anything for myself, or even for anyone else. Childish and selfish and relying on everyone else, and I'm just stuck, unable to move.