Concentration 20

Today was a good day. I bought lilies with Mellers, and we had a cool conversation about religion and ethnicity, ect. Namie's CD came, it kicks @ss. Subs and I watched Ferris Beuler outside (it was cold!). Even dinner is fun. I love living with Subbers and Lucchan. It makes everything fun and homey.
Also, I talked to Y again, and she actually apologized for how she treated me Freshman year, and said that it was all her fault, and she's only thought of herself, and she felt so bad about it. She said that getting dumped herself made her realize all that. It was kind of weird to hear her admit it all. But she also said she's really happy we're really friends again, and I agree. I mean, we were sooo close back then... It really did seem like a waste...

Ok, well, people have been complaining that I haven't updated yet, so here I go. I just haven't had much to write so far, which is good, considering I usually only update when I'm depressed. ^^;; Um, well, I guess I'll just put in a note about my conversation with Y. It was really sudden- I mean, I hadn't talked to her in many months-half a year maybe, if the truth be told, but the other day she popped up on IM. There were a couple of interesting things about the conversation that I guess I should note. The first, and very important one, is that I didn't feel anything talking to her. Nothing more than I would talking to any other friend. So it's officially over, almost 2 years later. (if my math is correct, which it's probably not...^^;) No more ache, no more bitterness. None of it. And it looks like we're back to what we were originally...friends who helped each other out, and listened to each other, in a way different than anyone else. I listened to Y talk about her problems, both future and relationship ones, and I told her about everything that had happened with Actor's. At first I was going to the save our conv. just for her amusing comments. (ex. when I told Y that Makino-sensei had told Anna-san 'Kubi da. Mou kuruna' Her response was, 'Omae ga kurna tte!') But then she ended up saying a lot of things that really helped me. She told me that I shouldn't try to rush my dream. Actor's isn't the only michi. And other stuff which I tried to reread, but apparantly MSN altho it reads nihongo, can't save things in it, cuz my whole conversation became '??????' and I can't find a way to change it back. Damn. That sucks.
On another note, since i don't feel like writing about that anymore cuz I'm annoyed at it now, I reeally like the webcomic 'Arcana.' It's soooo beautiful.....